Chapter 2004 My Girlfriend's Rival:>17
- Still, I was determined to push it out of my mind. Whatever happened tonight, it was just some crazy one-time thing that I was determined to put behind me. So what? I had a little too much to drink and I acted kind of stupid around strangers. Big deal. I got into my bed, thoughts racing in my mind; most of them feeble attempts at self-justification.
- It was no use. I tossed and turned for an hour or more, constantly replaying the night in my head. I squeezed my thighs together, my body betraying me. What if my boyfriend hadn't called? Would she have made me… come? God, it had felt so amazing. She could have easily made me… How long would it have taken? Would she have expected me to return the favor? My body shuddered at the thought. I was angry at myself for thinking about it, maybe even fantasizing about it. Maybe I was frustrated because it just made my body hot.
- At some point I was in a fitful sleep and I was re-dreaming it all. I saw myself standing up after the phone had rang and her kneeling below me, looking at me seductively. But instead of walking away, I was paralyzed, just staring back at her. She crawled over to me and pushed my skirt back up, nuzzling her face to return between my legs. I felt her lick and kiss me all over again, and my body trembled as I tried to keep my balance. Soft moans tumbled out of me, and I woke up with start, muttering 'Monica…'